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转发了 乱煞年光遍 的微博:受传统观念影响很深，观念与实际又常常不能切合。两年来我亲手摔了我所喜爱的乐器，从此对这世间心灰意冷。之后又差一点撕掉了一年半的心血，而今专业上的变动又使得我两年以来的坚持变得毫无意义。 赞[0] 原文转发[4] 原文评论[1]转发理由:而这个罪魁祸首不停地给我洗脑，告诉我这一切的过错都是我自己造成的，应该由我自己承当。我于是一直活在自责当中。现在终于发现，我作为一个精神状况正常的人，难道会这样虐待我自己吗？如今是如此的狼狈不堪，我为什么不能恨？！不论这个人是谁，把我的精神摧残到如此田地，我难道不该恨这个人吗？？ 赞[0] 转发[1] 评论[7] 收藏 置顶 删除 Android客户端
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